Monday
first time in my ENTIRE life. First time and it was such a romantic atmosphere, started raining in the middle of it. of course the resutls were obvious. Sucha letdown, a failure hc. sorry! :( back to school, more running, dog and bone<3, day ended not bad (: Butt hurts, and i dont know why
today
a failure again, never study much *shakes head i think i should really paste a BIG notice on the tv that says DONT TOUCH IT OR DIE, or maybe i should just ask dad to plug it off :\

1.Why did you have to trigger the urge to talk back in me? We could've just let things continues this way for a few more months and we are done. I chose to shut about it, but i guess if you want it this way, im ok with it.
2. I am very scared, we are lagging so much behind. I hope everything will be fine, im starting to think im the lousiest hc ever. Sucks man
3. I want to strangle some people, ok maybe kill
4. i want to go to the IT fair and get alot of things
5. I think im a very bad sec 4, im not really studying, im stressed but i dont know why -.-
6. I think im really weird
7. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO KILL SOME PEOPLE URGH